Love In Portofino

I just watched a concert which they show it on the cinema theater. A concert which they perform at Portofino. This concert is performed by Andrea Bocelli who is a classical singer. For those who learned classical music before will like it very much. He said a song must have emotion & feeling. I totally agree, if not it will end up like saying prayer or reading. David asked: why it is romantic, because the love is there. My comment was this show is really very romantic. I love classical music especially Romantic Century, the kind of music always filled the air with love. The concert no one shouting like crazy so i can be more focus & wont be distracted by some noise, another reason is because it is not a party concert haha... Can see that the audiences eye are wet. The collaboration with David Foster was totally beautiful. Andrea's vocal really touched people's heart. It makes me wonder how can he sings it so perfectly. Some more is a blinded man who can plays piano plus super vocal. The romantic songs that he sang really makes people tears drop.

How Drunk It's Gonna Be ???

The last movie I watched on cinema is like half year ago, Surprisingly last Sat i step in the name of "Flight". I have watched this movie twice. This is my kind of movie, it impressed me very much. I used to imagine if I was a movie director i want to shoot a story like this. This movie is very similar with my life style. It makes me feel like im part of the movie which is so amazing. My family & friend knows me very well, I'm a kind of person who very enjoy drinking. Even my mom asked me: So, all of your friends are good drinkers, I'm like er... Absolutely. My circle of friends are almost the same because they are chosen by me HAHAHA. I always tell my friends drink is a kind of celebrating. My usual pick up line will be: Do u want to have couple of drinks/it is time to drink. I know I've been over doze for many times, my friend says I'm obsess but I don't think they understand my desire. Recently my friend's father admit to hospital then i noticed that his father used to be a heavy drinker when he was young. Now then I found out the reason why my drinking bro wants to drink no matter the sun don't shine. Same old word: Like father like son. It hows you gonna break this spell. Just like what I have watched from the movie, the scene sleeping in the living room or toilet thats a very normal scene in my real life since i was small. A alcoholic really interact with this movie well. When you see the captain driving on the plane u know he is hang over & he will laugh unreasonably, when u see him collapsed on the floor u know how many thousand bottles he has consumed. I felt the whisky was in my breathe when i saw him drank so many different kind of liquor, only a heavy drinker can smell this. This movie dint make the tears drop but it left some thoughts in my mind repeatedly. Out of the sudden, he answered: "god please help me" which is not related to the asked question & he repeatedly saying "god please help me" due to the judge dint hear it clearly. The whole mood was changed because he asked help for 2 times. Many times we have forgotten the god is existed. Many times we are in need of help, the 1st thing we will do is flip thru our phone book. Many times we are so difficult to speak out our true feeling. Many times we are so freaking hard to tell the truth. Many times i really don't know what to do the next step. Normally we will say: God damn it. But what it reminded me was: God please help me. God please help me to speak my true feeling. God please help me to speak the truth before its too late. The gut, strength & courage really have to ask from God. The movie wasn't asking u to admit that u are a alcoholic. But if u speak the truth u are free from lie. Somebody is always waiting for us to voice out. Eventually if u believe in god u will feel better that's the cancer patient told me.

Trendy Jokes

My friend asked me to karaoke. I was wondering whether they wanted to hear me sing or they wanted me to share the bill. Feel very confused & paranoid. In order to get a good n persuading answer for myself i pointed the gun on my friend's head to find out whether my singing skill is good or bad. once they say bad i will blow is head. when police caught me n asked why u did that. I will answer: Sultan suruh. I live without choice.

My friend went to holiday at a sea side, got what to play over there? isnt playing with tsunami wave? To show my concern & worries i have advice him to wear the life jacket no matter where he is even though u are having breakfast at the hotel lobby. & i told him no need to scared people laugh at u. If u still feel insecure please use a marker pen to write "A/X" on the chest side.

I know in our parents' heart we are always a under age kid, But i dont understand why my dad always buy me the under size underwear.

Chinese New Year 2013//Snake year

I have not written for quite sometimes, I got many things to share for the passed 2 months but everything is over now, I dont know whether i can recall or not, i just dont know where to start & where to end. Time passed so fast. Chinese new year is almost over now. Its totally over now because i wrote this during Chinese New Year. How I wish i can stop the time in Chinese New Year, The gathering with relatives & old friends really felt so sweet & lovely. Back to the 2nd day i was playing piano at home, I just back from KL i was not ready to meet my east side friends so I rather play piano but the thought which comes to my mine was i cant neglect my friends, I know they are waiting, looking for me out there or even texting me "where are you y never come to find me"? I pick up my cell phone & message my best friend: "It is time to drink". We drank few glasses of beers in the evening & very fast i can adapt with them again. we gamble at night as well but sadly i didnt win any money. The 2nd day i went to my another best friend house even though i was not invited, I know i only available this few days, i no time to wait for the official invitation. Although we still repeating the same old jokes but no one will get bored, i know we don't have much new topic but i knew we did have many good times in our teenage. My hometown is very funny, wherever you go u will meet some friends due to our town is very very small. Its like you can run but you can't hide. 1 of a friend makes me very respect, I mentioned Mr Anonymous is a con man now, did u call him, he answered: Yes, but he dint pick up my call, no matter what we used to be good friend & i wanted to advice him to stop doing that. This guy wasn't serious normally & like to talk jokes, never know he precious his friends so much... really an awesome man.

This year i felt very proud because my friends who come from the west. My hometown's friends complained: you only find your KL friends enough lo, no need to find me drink. hahaha. I was kind of busy because of the guests who came from the west side. All the way from west i have to show my sincerity.

I brought 1 of my KL friend around my hometown & introduce about my past & present but not future. All the stories & happening places in my hometown. The place which i used to hang out. When I introduce about my hometown it reminds a lot of old memories. It makes me very miss the old time, the old places & my friends. Which is quite interesting. Only a simple introduction can give you a lot of inspiration, feeling & memories. My past will affect my future but my future wont affect my past, this is what my past makes me what i am today-a faggot.

For the Mabul trip i dint wear my watch so i will have to watch the sun & moon to know the time, its good so i wont be chasing time for that mean time. I went to Mabul with some friends. The place was so beautiful it makes me want to stay there & work. All the photo taken from there makes me so awesome because of the good sunlight & with a opened heart. Snorkeling was beautiful with fishes & turtles. Night time 4 of us drinking at the bar is a night to remember, never felt so relax & free. I never know the sea is endless & so infinity deep, i felt scared. This kind of nature places make people speak their heart, i like to hear the wave & Alext sings acoustic. Before bed i still can talk bed time story & some tears drop half way i fell a sleep hahaha... actually i havent finish my story, sorry that i fell a sleep in 2 sec. Morie said is alright to cry sometimes. You can try. Let out your feeling u will feel better. I dint know Einstein got such a quote. What we talked about that night was: Imagination makes your world fantastic. Every time they said nothing is perfect, N they keep pint point out "this is ugly", For me i see everything with my imagination. I like movie & song which will give me imagination, its fun. Imagination can makes us laugh also can makes us emotional so we have to stay positive. Never ever smoke weed or drugs to create illusion. If we want it to happen we must visualize & imagine how its gonna be. Of cos the basic theory we must action on it as well. Not just pray But pray with visualization, this is what i've been teach. You will feel bored if u are the one without imagination. Imagination makes your life interesting. Sometime the outcome is not so important but the pre imagination really what i chase for.

Everytime go back Tawau i will ask myself to stay. This question I sitll havent got an answer haha. This holiday wasnt short but just too many things to do in a time. Time passed so fast, dint have enough time to feel the Air of Tawau & Mabul & I am back again to the KL//LCCT. After touched down straight away have to go Serdang to perform my public singing karaoke until 4am.

Joke of the day:
1. When i calculated the budget for march then i found out it wasnt enough. Only can blame myself for not taking enough 50 dollar Ang pao n dint win money in the black jack.

2. My best friend said we are not handsome anymore. We are man enough.. haha

3. I saw a lot p hair on the toilet bowl & i asked her/him are u very stress or you contracted with cancer ??

Let us pray for Sabah, pray for peace & God bless Sabah with peace.

Maintenance Never Dies.

Cars need to be maintained to go far.
Love needs to be burning everyday so that it wont be cold.
Mistakes need to be made before it goes right.
Prayer needs to be prayed to keep us close with god
Blessing must be grab days & weeks
Book have to be read to be understood.

JD say if u got a lover & u in love with the 2nd comer, please choose to 2nd 1. if u really love the old 1 u wont love the new 1.
This will only happened when your direction is unsure & love without maintenance. Last time the peoples would like to repair a broken watch, but some modern peoples would like to throw it & try something new. It's not everyone knows how to repair this old broken relationship, it needs patient & wisdom. If this is your destiny you wont change because of the 2nd option.

The song we used to listen together is so outdated nowadays, it will be bored if listen it again. But if it plays in the right places at the right time it will very touched as well.
The car is so old, But when u sit in it, it will makes u cry the tears of memories.
The house started to leak & old but when u sit inside that old house u will saw you & your sibling childhood.
The Photo is full of dust just like the love is expired, why dont u wipe it or change a new frame so that it looks renewed.
No matter we pretty or not, maintenance for our appearance is very important.
I cant believe that song is so long time ago, but is the joy & feeling never grow old.

All the thing is shutting down n fading away & we can never go back anymore but just remember the love it left in your heart that will last forever.

The car model which you used for a date is so old nowadays, then u should ask yourself why u still havent move on like the car model does.

I saw some peoples keep changing partners is really very bad, it makes u more smelly & smellier of yourself. They don't know who are themself & how will they know who they want to love. What my man said was right, U need direction & vision to see & walk your way out.

Find the one who can go thru hard time with you instead of finding the one who can only share happy moment with you.

sorry this is a half year ago post.
I read this from somewhere else.