Stalking me myself & I

I have been stalking & ambush my own blog for this past few months. I rather write nothing but all i can do is just stalk how many readers enter to my blog to see my story & i check out what is the hottest post. Sometimes I dont understand what people likes to read, most of my friends dont do reading, i mean some of them. Some of the blog may not so good, maybe contain some mistakes but i wont delete it because all these are some kind of stepping stone. i want to see how much i can transform. Honestly i like those people who can write good english, i mean proper but doesnt have to be very deep. I like those people who can sing very well which can make me shiver, i will wonder why??? how??? listen it over & over again, why he can but i cannot, the answer is we are just ordinary people. But I still dont surrender i want to try until i mute, nut or my lung out whatever i dont care, i just want to hit that note for 2 sec im already very satisfy, the complement words that people gave just take 1 sec but im already very impressed. The most favorite place to sing is not in the lounge, competition or Karaoke room. The best studio to test your vocal is sing inside the car, because radio will play random female & male songs, Of cos female songs is hard for guy to sing but i do love some of the female artist especially vocal artist. Everyone sure experienced some out of tune part when it comes to a higher note but if u never fail u wont make it big because it is right to revenge to our failure haha, if u really never out of tune before, i bet u must be a person who know nothing about singing.

My Recent JAM.

Dance Hit
1. Pitbull- Give me everything (Rap & vocal sounds good)
2. Chris Brown- Next to you (Like the beat)
3. Lady Gaga- Edge of Glory (Like the Saxophone part)
4. Guy Sebastian- Who's that girl

Country
1. Maroon 5- Out of goodbye (like the romance)
2. J bieber- That Should be me (like the feeling it delivered)

Pop
1. Jessica Mauboy- What happened to us (like the feeling it gave)
2. Maroon 5- Give a little more (like the vocal)
3. Maroon 5- move like jagger (like the vocal)
4. The Wanted- Heart Vacancy (quite a special song)
5. Westlife- Safe

Rock
1. Linkin Park- Iridescent (like the video & music)

I've been stop downloading song probably for a year. so lately i dint even know what my favorite song of this days... i remember last time i used to burn CD to ken & kenny, when i get into their car i will saw their CD pack got the CD i burned. I used to send songs to my friends thru MSN.. I have stopped now, i know i shouldn't stop doing this..

Even Radio station last time I used to listen Hitz9290 but then turned to Mix9450 eventually now Traxx is the station which can turn me on becos they know what to play on the air.

Debut Solo To the North Side

20th June 2011
It was my 1st time to travel alone with my car, the 1st station i drove to was Ipoh, a town which is full of cantonese dialect & famous with chicken rice haha but i dint manage to eat any chicken rice cos chicken rice its nothing to me, drove to Ipoh wasn't so difficult but due to i dont have any idea of the direction, it really wasted a lot of my precious time. I met few customers over there, an A customer even fetch me to the B customer because they know im fresh from the boat, i quite appreciate that, so straight away i make my night plan, ask Sammuel to go out at night. So i waited at the hotel till 9pm then i call Sammuel, but very disappointed, he dint turn on his phone. so i guess he maybe playing truant, so i go out alone to find somewhere which can eat & drink, fortunately Sammuel returned my call at 11 & he told that he carelessly left his phone inside the car. Finally my party start on 11pm we went to a pub & drink until 2am, it was quite dizzy & Sammuel's friend was so drinkable a 25 year old guy. Really an origin young man from Ipoh, he can bottoms up every single time if he wanted to. I never knew Ipoh people can drink so well because all my Ipoh friend is very undrinkable, that is why they are working in KL because they have banned by Ipoh for the sin of undrinkable, they are pirated Ipoh guys.. hahaha.

21st June 2011
Continue the journey to Butterworth, actually is not far from Ipoh to Butterworth but it was too boring to drive alone, & the radio wasnt working due to the frequency is different from KL, i felt like i almost cannot make it, i stopped in a rest station to refresh myself. at last i reach there at 5pm. Tuesday night was my most boring night because i dinner alone then drink 2 huge carlsberg alone in the hotel room, keep changing channel & play facebook. Dare not off the light to sleep, i dare to sleep with anoconda, dare to sleep with the enemy but i never dare to sleep alone outside plus the shirt hanging there is slightly swinging.

22nd June 2011
Day time work as usual, night time we dinner at the shore places. The sunset color seems good but i dont have an advance camera to capture the true color of the beauty. After the dinner. I went back to my hotel while waiting Ar Bin to come over, since he is a bit late, i went out n waited him in a karaoke places so i can sing some songs instead of just waiting. Bin came at 1am, the shop close at 2 am, eventually we drunk like a fish. Before go back we still bought 2 bottles from seven eleven, that was so over doze. I manage to sing few songs that night, quite happy that some audiences clap their hand after my jam, hope i dint embarrass anyone hahaha...

23th June 2011
Penang town really fuck me up up due to their road is all 1 way & got no place to stop by, my urine bag almost burst keep waiting for those god damn traffic light. Night time dinner with my director. he asked me for dinner so i thought is some kind of formal dinner, but it is not, it is a dinner of 3 peoples. After that we went to a pub, the boss of the pub come to entertain us, He keep on speaking Hokkien i cant even catch his jokes so what i can do is just drink n smile which is quite boring. after entertain the director it is time again, the singing competition is waiting, i went there with Ar Bin at 12am then we sang until 2 am as well, after closing time, we do the same things bought 1 extra bottle home from 7/11. When the time to sleep BBMG turn all the light out, then i asked him y shut it all??? he said with the light on how he going to sleep, i told him the shirts are auto swinging that night then Bin keep insist want to on back the light but i was too tired to bother him.

24th June 2011
After collected all the cheques it is time to head back to KL. Went to find BBMG for lunch which only costed RM3 for a chicken rice. After the lunch BBMG became my navigator to lead me to Ipoh, We reach Ipoh at 4pm to collect a cheque as well then we went to "San Yun Long" to have a cup of original white coffee, eat chu cheong fun & toasted bread. 5pm we start our engine again. Luckily after Ipoh my radio started to activated again & what they play was MJ's jams marathon, it suddenly give me stimulation to drive back KL. MJ saved my life // He is the ultimate King of Pop.

The trip was bit hectic & rush because i was not familiar with the places, but everything so far so good & i got bbmg to accompany me at night & he be my live google navigator. Thanks thanks thanks.

Let's dance

i know this song 1 year ago.. i cant deny.. i still listening to it... this is a song which can make me dance & i think is a best dance hit of this days... i not a trey songs listener, but this song he really did it best. i love Laza Morgan-this girl... super love the beat.. is very suitable to dance.

My Beloved Movie KFP2

After the match Barcelona Vs Man U, June 29th my family members & my friends went to watch Kung Fu Panda at Mutiara Damansara Cathay Cineplexes of Cineleisure. I bought the tickets from church which organized by Assumption church, they are doing some raising fund for the world youth day. So is kind of support to them cos I never watch kung fu panda before. But I felt very happy to bring my friends to watch this movie because for myself i will rate this movie as full marks. Although I never watch episode 1 before, I like this episode 2, the moral value, the joy, the excitement. I feel this movie is so complete & it only takes 1 & half hour to finish, the movie dint waste any time in twist & turn so we wouldn't feel like waiting. For my point of view, I like movie with moral value plus some touching scene, it really can very impress me. so whatever my favorite movies is slightly the same hahaha. The moral value in the movie is something to learn so by watching a movie we also learn something positive. I like the peacock purposely create the rage to the panda by saying your parents dont want you so what are u still fighting for? I like the shemale rabbit says: your parent left u but it doesnt make u what u are today. it call us not to look back in anger, dont blame the past which make u failure today, we should never give up knocking on the doors. sometimes i also will blame on somebody so that i can have the excuses to let go myself which is so stupid.

Last month i was medium stress or a bit stress, i also donno which 1. cos im a person who never say stress haha. i stress is not because i have promised my boss what i want to achieve, the stress is i have promised myself to achieve the target, eventually i have given my best but it wasnt enough, i add the prayers, surprisingly i achieved my target on the last day of May. Thanks god for blessing the lazy people like me.

ends.

Already taken what u deserved ???

Last night we were talking about who's bad who's good among our gang. Actually i have discovered this friend has some attitude problems which make me uncomfortable, but when i share it out with Johnson, Johnson does face the same problem as well toward him. So what is the problems????

He said this guy just take take take but he never give, so everytime just peoples treat him well but he never reward back, is not that we always waiting for the reward. Example: We work in a company, every year also no bonus, u will feel that you are wasting your time, heart will turn grey due to effort had taken for granted.

City peoples like to use give & take give & take, last time i dont really understand what is give & take, i mean i dont understand this word "give & take" not the practical. They always miss used this word its making me so confuse, whenever they want u to work on weekend or OT, they will said give & take la. Common man, is not the book ask u to give & take then u always say give & take from your mouth, what if the book ask u to jump into the river? will u? They always use this word as an excuse to convince u to work. If you really got the courtesy in your heart, is unnecessarily for u to use this word. u dont need to mention the word but take a loud action. Relationship will only interesting when u give & get back with reward, reward is an complement when u got the complement u will only have the encourage to do it over n over again, this is how it roll. i feel that win your money is not an essence, but win your heart is important.

I try not to talk empty word that give empty promises which makes people felt empty. Try to say something that can fill u in & fill me in.

what u give u get back. just take will not get u far.

If u got a chance // Would u make a change ???

When Evelyn ask me, did u ever do anything that have make u regret, If u got a chance, would u make a change? why?

Suddenly I have gone back to the past 2007, I warn my friend to spend some time with his mom cos I knew his mom was feeling unwell, but he just wont listen to me, because he is so obsess with his work so that he can very fast to be promoted. When he called me about the sad news I do feel very devastated.

Back to 2007 of Sept I try to stop myself to release the air of people car's tyres. I was so daring without bother CCTV or other stranger, i was too insane thats really nothing can stop me at that time. I just wont care police will catch me tomorrow, at last peoples has knew the truth, all i can do is apologize.

Back to 2010 the raining night with thunder, I was so angry with my sister driving without a license, I dont allow her to come go out on that tragedy night, but when I awake in the middle of the night, I realised my sister wasnt in the room, she has sneaked out to find her friends, I was so worry but all i can do is send a prayer to god, eventually things still happened, what i can say is Thanks god it dint cost a life.

Eventually I replied Evelyn, No. I can honestly tell you, if I want to do something bad, I will not regret with that. I wont make a change too If I can go back to the past, the reason why is because i got no way to turn in that situation, I know i sound stubborn. Of cos, if I have stabbed someone with knife, I'm ready to stab back by the others someday. If i sleep with people's partner, I ready to burst my teeth someday. If I release the air from your car tyres, I'm ready to have the paranoid in my heart that people will do the same thing to me, the truth is: my car's tyre's has stab by nails 2 times & 1 time tyre burst in the middle of federal highway, when this consequences happened, I'm laughing to myself, this must be my karma & this karma is like triple times i have to pay back HAHAHA, I got nothing to regret with what I've done for this case cos I've paid for it eventually. No matter what regret things u planed to do, make sure u can cope with the consequences, if the consequence will be very worst to cope, please dont even think of starting it.

All I can say is all the while god always given me one more chance, no matter how many de javu or how many go back to the past wont make a change, what we can do is pray for the past pray for the present pray for the future.