Maintenance Never Dies.

Cars need to be maintained to go far.
Love needs to be burning everyday so that it wont be cold.
Mistakes need to be made before it goes right.
Prayer needs to be prayed to keep us close with god
Blessing must be grab days & weeks
Book have to be read to be understood.

JD say if u got a lover & u in love with the 2nd comer, please choose to 2nd 1. if u really love the old 1 u wont love the new 1.
This will only happened when your direction is unsure & love without maintenance. Last time the peoples would like to repair a broken watch, but some modern peoples would like to throw it & try something new. It's not everyone knows how to repair this old broken relationship, it needs patient & wisdom. If this is your destiny you wont change because of the 2nd option.

The song we used to listen together is so outdated nowadays, it will be bored if listen it again. But if it plays in the right places at the right time it will very touched as well.
The car is so old, But when u sit in it, it will makes u cry the tears of memories.
The house started to leak & old but when u sit inside that old house u will saw you & your sibling childhood.
The Photo is full of dust just like the love is expired, why dont u wipe it or change a new frame so that it looks renewed.
No matter we pretty or not, maintenance for our appearance is very important.
I cant believe that song is so long time ago, but is the joy & feeling never grow old.

All the thing is shutting down n fading away & we can never go back anymore but just remember the love it left in your heart that will last forever.

The car model which you used for a date is so old nowadays, then u should ask yourself why u still havent move on like the car model does.

I saw some peoples keep changing partners is really very bad, it makes u more smelly & smellier of yourself. They don't know who are themself & how will they know who they want to love. What my man said was right, U need direction & vision to see & walk your way out.

Find the one who can go thru hard time with you instead of finding the one who can only share happy moment with you.

sorry this is a half year ago post.
I read this from somewhere else.

Very Expressive

Very emotional this few days. Sometime is a bit hard to express my feeling. It would be good to sing the feeling out. This song has expressed the feeling inside of me.

My Love Song

Oh Dear~ He is back. Chinese songs will go stronger with his contribution.

How To Shortcut In Life

I just lost my job. Even driving in my car I don't know where am I going because I'm lost with no direction. How pity I am. How to go out to face peoples if my friends know I am not working.

That day I went to a food court to have a dirty lunch due the environment over there is very dirty. There was an old man always talk very loud at the place. I felt that he is very pity because I always saw him walking around by himself & the distance he used to walk wasn't short. That day he was selling some "jackpot" tickets, he dint come to me but i walk to him to buy it, I told him i want 3 n im very confident to get this 3 for free if u got the last 2 number accurate, the true is i really get it for free so the old man free me another 3 again which i have to scratch the number area again this time i hope i wont got it because i dont want to win the old man ticket haha, finally the another 3 i dint get it right. After bought this ticket i very confuse because 27th Jan 2013 they will show the result. I dont know whether I will get it or not. If i got it i will suddenly ends all my fight in my life. I very paranoid as well. It also possible for me to win this huge million million moneys, I start to worry how i go to get the money on that day nowadays so many robberies. I wonder whether i should buy the 3 millions house which i visited that day. I very scared this money will ruin my life by just driving sport cars & drinking cordon bleu everynight. Im going to be a million dollar baby. Maybe i should start to see what cars & dogs i wanted to buy from today on. haha

I will start a new job soon but i have another job to interview on the coming day. Also another dilemma. If I stay with this job i'll be in the same field which i will see all my old buddies. But if I switch to the new company successfully everybody will be calling me manager but i will lost all my old buddies. But if the pay is attractive my heart will ask me to go because what i work for is money nowadays due to high commitment leave me no choice.

As a conclusion
Be a million dollar baby i will become a very bad n useless guy. N all the fight will be ended immediately. All my force will be ended.... how????

Be a manager i will lost all my old buddies which we used to have a lot of fun. Do i have to give up them because of status & money..

Anyway everything is out of my control. Just leave it to my father from sky above.

Dont be so serious I am ok & im joking.

Journey To The Christmas

reflection

I had written this in season of Advent. Lately I was busy finding a new career and settling some of the breath taking bills. I wanted to post this on the silent night but I didn't make it on time. I think this will be the final post for 2012.

A Humble Confession
In this Advent a man mentioned to me: Direction and vision. He said he will pray for me so that I can find my direction and vision, these two words are serious and stress words for me haha. Sometimes I just too busy with the current task but never think of my direction and vision, I must pray for wisdom so that I can see far and plan my life properly. Sometimes we just busy with earning money but never have time for our own future plan, sometime I don't know I am escaping or I still haven't figured it out, really have to work it out very immediately due to we are racing with time.

Journey To The Christmas
A year is coming to an end. We have walk through the whole year to reach the day where the Christ was born, this journey is not easy, everyday we have to work very hard to follow him and keep our faith with Christ. Through the year, we met a lot of temptation, we met challenge and fight, we are being tested; we have failure and tears, we are being insulted or accused. But thanks god today we are still together with the family members reunited in the church where the Christ was born. The Christ reborn again in our heart it is some kind of renewal to our faith. No matter how wrong we are, we still always got the option to choose God because we will always forgiven by God no matter how great is our sin. He never give us up, when I heard this I was so touched suddenly I realised I was never taken for granted by God. Father reminded us to precious our love one precious the 1 who sit next to you. All this while, the wound, the hurt, the insecure, the loneliness and emptiness let Jesus heal you because with our own power is not strong enough, so just leave it to God and trust in him. Christmas is a holiday for everyone. It's also the day the Christ was born. The most important is a time for us to gather with our family members. Really thanks God today, we are still together as solidarity

Let's conclude this with a good question
How to love? We must trust, transparent, open, true, honest, to our loved ones or spouse. 

Rules & Regulation + Disciplines

I saw a 14 years old boy quoted "rules are make to be broken", I wrote that before as well when I was 20. They said rules are make to be broken but many of us just misunderstand this quote, we thought this is asking us to be illegal, driving under influence, or ecstasy, lie or sleep around. Actually this quote means: Break thru, break a new record or create something new. I think rules are make to be protected. Just like if a country got no rules everything will be ended up with bribe & corruption, what ever u like u just give him a cash to have it, A match with no rules it will ended as a boring show by just seeing the players acting on the field. A competition got no rules will be ended up is a cheating competition. Something happened around u then u will realize discipline is very important for a people as a human. I've been setting some disciplines for myself, i do feel very boring & stress to carry this kind of discipline, but just a few disciplines if you're able to achieve it u will feel satisfaction with yourself this is how u gain the confident to handle yourself well. I like to drink, sometime with some smoke will be fine, i like to spend on the things i like, i love entertainment. This month I'm the king of my body, I restricted on the things i like to do. I feel good for myself cos when i want to stop I'm able stop. Don't tell me it is easy because u are a people who dont like to drink or smoke. If u are in my blood i guarantee u will do all these above & its not easy to control. I not really a very discipline person because I'm not a robot but have some disciplines will be a good challenge. You will start to admire peoples with discipline because it is what success make of. You will find peoples with no discipline is no value. This value not fame can give n not money can buy. Dont do it because u have to do it, Do it because u want to do it for you love your faith.

Eventually. If we dont protect the rules who else will protect us. If u dont love yourself who will love u. If u donno how to love yourself how are u going to love 1 & another, If u dont dare to express yourself how u gonna express your love? If i say: may the god be with u then y are u still feeling scared?

Birthday Wish 2012 NOV

Is hard to believe that my birthday has come & gone. 1 year older & in different kind of mission now. Dont really know what I have achieved & who to love at this age is the most pathetic things. Time passed so fast. Is kinda happy as well to meet up with some old friends in my birthday party, Thankful for the peoples who make an appearance.

I have my birthday dinner with my family as well, is kinda happy my mom is here for the dinner & she has ready a gift for me. After the dinner is the blow cake session, they ask me to make a wish. Honestly i dont really have much idea on making wish. I used to listen to a song "my wish" which is very touched. The lyric is written very nicely. It is a good love song but also a very good advise to our life. It says if u faced with the choice u have to choose i wish u can choose the one that means the most to you because we have to know who really love us & to be precious. If one door opens to another door closed i wish you keep on walking till you find the window, it reminds me not to give up if one of your way is being blocked. I hope u never look back but u never forget, this sentence makes me think many times since the 1st time i listened to this song, for me this is very meaningful, we cant always look back to the party time or single life because we'll move to different stage when we getting older, we won't be keep missing our ex gf or keep hating the one who hurt us, all we can do is take it as an experience, of cos no matter good or bad will stored in our mind because we are human it wont be deleted, for all the bad memories will have to stay positive & love can conquer it. I hope u always forgive & you never regret, i have think over & over again because normally is "forgive & forget", For what i can see here is sometime we very regret to help a friend before it turns to our enemy or we treated our former gf/bf well before, it reminds us to forgive & never regret on good things we have done because we have to grab every chance to do something good.

Of cos my birthday wish still remain normal & naive. I want to become billionaire, can be the main talent for James bond movie in the future. Can make movie with Jessica Alba or Pierce Brosnan or drink coffee with them. Can duet song with Micheal Buble. Please feel free to feel hopeless on me HAHA.

The above is the moment i have for my birthday celebration.
I wish i can perform better in our daily life & family same goes to everyone.