Poland Krakow

Monday, September 30, 2013

Honestly...

That day I was driving in my car, sending my uncle to terminal. He was sitting next to me, in a close distance. We chit chat along the way. As everyone knows when we talk we have to have the eye contact, to show good manners. Got a part I turn my head to look at my uncle while driving. I want to look into his eye with detail. Suddenly the fear comes to strike me. I very scared to find out that my uncle is older than before. The truth suddenly knock me down. I was like no room to hide anymore, the truth is in my face. I was feeling so sorry which i dare not find out how old is my close relative looks like now. Time is so cruel. Time also a reality. Market always selling things which are not realistic, it will make u get away from your problem but is not solving your problem. Time makes my beloved ones old & thats mean i am not young anymore. I think i have to be honest to myself.

Few months ago my uncle asked why the men dint come back for the chinese Qing Ming, he said we are old nowadays. In my heart i was wondering how old it is, i cant imagine. I got your pic but it dont deliver the feelings to me. But after that day i finally know how it feels & looks like. I've promised myself i will go back next year. I will go back no matter how hard is the situation. The world has set by the rich men everything has to do with the money, we earn money for our living & future. Sometime what you want is not what u need, thats y we will feel a bit lost. But no matter what I do i dont want to harm or make my family worry. I cant earn a lot of money like others but something more important is i must spend the time with them before its too late. I dont want to miss a thing. Don't wanna neglect & regret.

They said for the spiritual Journey you must: see, judge & action. Some peoples may say: "dont judge me". By saying like that sounds like u dare not listen the truth or comments. Just like i dare not want to know how old is my parents & relatives or even myself. How good to stay in the illusion world. All the while i never judge book with their cover. For me before u judge u really need times to look into it, listen to it, talk to him/her observe & feel it. I even judge myself, if u dont even dare to judge yourself u must be running away from yourself. Sometime we need some panic happens to us then we will find solution or action on it. We need some panics happen to find out how strong we are. I dont really know how much i can contribute but whatever comes i just say yes, i wanna find out how am i going to die, I want to find out about myself. So far i still very lay back HAHAHA thats me. Eventually Got to honest to yourself then u can find out where u are standing now, when u know where u stand then u can grow from there.

Sometime i dont understand why the peoples like to go for fortune teller. We are living in the present, we are not living in the future. Find out your past to create your future. Its not find out your future to create your present. You know who u are better than the others.

Thursday, September 26, 2013

Will Be In My Heart

I dint watch this Animated Movie because it came out a bit too late. Normally you dont watch the movie u wont fall in love with the song because it came in 1 package. But surprisingly this is one of my very beloved song. It's like a golden platinum track in my list. I forgot to propose this song during my sister wedding. Maybe this song not a happy fairy tale song. Everyone knows who is Phil Collins, he's a superman in music career & got a daughter beautiful like the song he sang. Listening this song is just like watching a movie or reading a movie script. The up & down were nice. You will understand when u listen & look into the writing. The beginning was a bit dim, sad & hopeless, the outcome of the ending was full of hope & unfinished imagination. Every single word of the lyrics was so powerful. Especially the phrase "When destiny calls you, you must be strong, I may not be with you, but you've got to hold on". This phrase was written wonderfully. We have to stay strong when the destiny calls. Some situations we will have to face alone because not 24 hours our loves one is by our side. We gotta believe their blessing is always there for us & how they used to brought us up. Just show them we are ready to take the fight. Eventually u will never know just a simple phrase : "You'll be in my heart" repeatedly 5 to 6 times at the ending it will melt a people's heart. Just like u keep knocking the door repeatedly, the door will open for you.

Monday, September 23, 2013

Something about the way

My friend asked me what song would be good for a wedding dinner. He said what about Guang Liang-tong hua, that chinese song is good as. But my personal preference i will prefer "Something about the way u look tonight" because this is a song with a kind of sweet smelly smell & with some mystery impact. This is a song from my kind of library. I very very addict to this song since high school. Not just a good song. Not just a song i like, also a song i want to learn & sing. It creates the fight for me to hit that pitch. The thick vocal really hypnotizing.

I like what he wrote:
I was everything & nothing all in 1. Is true. Many peoples are rich in money but very poor & empty in the heart.

With a smile, u pull the deepest secrets from my heart. This is just too deep & amazing. A very wonderful writing.



There was a time
I was everything and nothing all in one
When you found me
I was feeling like a cloud across the sun

I need to tell you
How you light up every second of the day
But in the moonlight
You just shine like a beacon on the bay

And I can't explain
But it's something about the way you look tonight
Takes my breath away
It's that feeling I get about you, deep inside
And I can't describe
But it's something about the way you look tonight
Takes my breath away
The way you look tonight

With a smile
You pull the deepest secrets from my heart
In all honesty
I'm speechless and I don't know where to start

And I can't explain
But it's something about the way you look tonight
Takes my breath away
It's that feeling I get about you, deep inside
And I can't describe
But it's something about the way you look tonight
Takes my breath away
The way you look tonight

A Song To Soft You Down

I seldom post music video here. Honestly this is 1 of the song of my life. The beautiful vocal & lyrics were absolutely perfect. This song really gives a very deep feeling.

(I like this part. Its very touching) You will cry if u knew whats this song all about plus someone sings it to you.

I'm not as clever as I thought I was
I'm not the boy I used to be because
You showed me something different, you showed me something pure
I always seemed so certain but I was really never sure
But you stayed and you called my name
When others would have walked out on a lousy game
And you could've made it through
But your funny friend and me





My Funny Friend And Me

In the quiet time of evening
When the stars assume their patterns
And the day has made his journey
And we wondered just what happened
To the life we knew before the world changed
When not a thing I held was true
But you were kind to me and you reminded me
That the world is not my playground
There are other things that matter
And when a simple needs protecting
My illusions all would shatter
But you stayed in my corner
The only world I know was upside down
And now the world and me, I know you carry me

You see the patterns in the big sky
Those constellations look like you and I
Just like the patterns in the big sky
We could be lost we could refuse to try
But we made it through in the dark night
Would those lucky guys turn out to be
But that unusual blend of my funny friend and me

I'm not as clever as I thought I was
I'm not the boy I used to be because
You showed me something different, you showed me something pure
I always seemed so certain but I was really never sure
But you stayed and you called my name
When others would have walked out on a lousy game
And you could've made it through
But your funny friend and me

You see the patterns in the big sky
Those constellations look like you and I
That tiny planet in a bigger guy
I don't know whether I should laugh or cry
Just like the patterns in the big sky
We'll be together till the end is nigh
Don't know the answer or the reason why
We'll stick together till the day we die
If I had to do this all a second time
I won't complain or make a fuss
When the angels sing that that unlikely blend
Are those two funny friends
That's us

Friday, September 20, 2013

They Call Him Roy

Sometimes I wish to sit down with some friends who can bring me some laughter. Sometimes really wish to sit down with someone who doesn't curious about your past. Sometimes really wish to sit down with the 1 who can give you some opinions on your questions. Some peoples really make u appreciate because they keep asking when are you coming back even though they know u are not going back.

The world is really funny, it always spent is faster than what we earned. Things will frequently increase price but salary will remain the same. Monthly expenses got no idea to settle, everyday just hope Jesus will give a hand. Its very hard to stay tough when u are weak because even an ant can hurt u.

Lately i have lost my interest in listening music because non of the song can get into my heart due to im not feeling well. Whats going on?? Or maybe listening music had become my job so i sick of it. Maybe at this moment singing is more suitable to express out the feelings.

A Friday evening. I met a man who was introducing about music education. The man was Roy. He asked the lady what music u like to listen, a romantic one? without hesitated he plays "yesterday once more", it makes me turn back to check out who is playing the piano. Roy asked again: what about another song which i proposed to my wife? & he played it gracefully. I was like Wow. This man really delivers a very romantic feeling & warm up the atmosphere. He said last time he earned his own money to pay the piano lesson's fee. It makes people salutes for the passion he has. He knows the art of talking by with praising me: Yesterday you looked so cool but today u are totally different because u look hot today. Keep saying i look like James Bond or Tom Cruise, suddenly i was like entered the illusion world by his fantasy words, luckily i manage to slap myself hard to make a come back to the real world.

Last week there's another guy named Roy as well. His talking skill was so impressive & pleasing. The words he said can really reach your heart, surprisingly not everyone got the power to do this. He said everyone is a very precious gift from god. it makes u feel that "am i really so important"?? hahaha. Yes, He is a father. A special guest from Perth who is a Malaysian. He gave a lot of wisdom sharing that day. What a good fascinating speaker he is. Many of us pray, but we are not patient enough to wait for god's feedback because god got too many invisible mails to reply or heaven is doing some renovations to serve u better. Many of us will tell god either u reply or i will leave you. So many times we dont know what is the best for us, the more we wait the more we feel insecure, all we need is faint & actions, because god will not give us just i phone or rolex but he will give u the biggest production ever. Even Jesus fell 3 times for carrying the cross, at last his reward was resurrection. Sometime i wonder if we sinned too much will the god takes away our handsome look & talent? So far it never happens because god is very kind, this i can guarantee.

The father said the sin in our heart just like a spider is building his web, the web will build bigger n bigger if we doesn't change. We not just need to pray & confession. Eventually we need to kill the spider so that it wont be any spider web anymore. By clearing the spider web is not enough because the spider will rebuild his web again. What he wants to tell was after confession we are still repeating doing the same mistake so basically it makes no difference like before. The father keep encouraging the youth to become a priest in the future due to short of priest nowadays. He tells the parents don't say no to Jesus for the son to become a priest, if u say no Jesus will say yes, if u say yes Jesus will say thank you. The father said sometime is not easy, Priests do received a lot of complaints or negative feed back from the peoples, he said we are also a human, we will feel hurt as well. Maybe many of them think father is invincible because got Jesus at the back.

If u ask me who is the most impressive man, I will say the priest from my church, because many of them are filled with wisdom, their word can reach your heart & make u feel please. I appreciate their sacrifices to the society. Many peoples will find opportunity to accuse them that hows the evil spirit works. Although they are just an ordinary man but i think they deserve the respect. Their contributions are kind.