Poland Krakow

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Already taken what u deserved ???

Last night we were talking about who's bad who's good among our gang. Actually i have discovered this friend has some attitude problems which make me uncomfortable, but when i share it out with Johnson, Johnson does face the same problem as well toward him. So what is the problems????

He said this guy just take take take but he never give, so everytime just peoples treat him well but he never reward back, is not that we always waiting for the reward. Example: We work in a company, every year also no bonus, u will feel that you are wasting your time, heart will turn grey due to effort had taken for granted.

City peoples like to use give & take give & take, last time i dont really understand what is give & take, i mean i dont understand this word "give & take" not the practical. They always miss used this word its making me so confuse, whenever they want u to work on weekend or OT, they will said give & take la. Common man, is not the book ask u to give & take then u always say give & take from your mouth, what if the book ask u to jump into the river? will u? They always use this word as an excuse to convince u to work. If you really got the courtesy in your heart, is unnecessarily for u to use this word. u dont need to mention the word but take a loud action. Relationship will only interesting when u give & get back with reward, reward is an complement when u got the complement u will only have the encourage to do it over n over again, this is how it roll. i feel that win your money is not an essence, but win your heart is important.

I try not to talk empty word that give empty promises which makes people felt empty. Try to say something that can fill u in & fill me in.

what u give u get back. just take will not get u far.

Friday, May 13, 2011

If u got a chance // Would u make a change ???

When Evelyn ask me, did u ever do anything that have make u regret, If u got a chance, would u make a change? why?

Suddenly I have gone back to the past 2007, I warn my friend to spend some time with his mom cos I knew his mom was feeling unwell, but he just wont listen to me, because he is so obsess with his work so that he can very fast to be promoted. When he called me about the sad news I do feel very devastated.

Back to 2007 of Sept I try to stop myself to release the air of people car's tyres. I was so daring without bother CCTV or other stranger, i was too insane thats really nothing can stop me at that time. I just wont care police will catch me tomorrow, at last peoples has knew the truth, all i can do is apologize.

Back to 2010 the raining night with thunder, I was so angry with my sister driving without a license, I dont allow her to come go out on that tragedy night, but when I awake in the middle of the night, I realised my sister wasnt in the room, she has sneaked out to find her friends, I was so worry but all i can do is send a prayer to god, eventually things still happened, what i can say is Thanks god it dint cost a life.

Eventually I replied Evelyn, No. I can honestly tell you, if I want to do something bad, I will not regret with that. I wont make a change too If I can go back to the past, the reason why is because i got no way to turn in that situation, I know i sound stubborn. Of cos, if I have stabbed someone with knife, I'm ready to stab back by the others someday. If i sleep with people's partner, I ready to burst my teeth someday. If I release the air from your car tyres, I'm ready to have the paranoid in my heart that people will do the same thing to me, the truth is: my car's tyre's has stab by nails 2 times & 1 time tyre burst in the middle of federal highway, when this consequences happened, I'm laughing to myself, this must be my karma & this karma is like triple times i have to pay back HAHAHA, I got nothing to regret with what I've done for this case cos I've paid for it eventually. No matter what regret things u planed to do, make sure u can cope with the consequences, if the consequence will be very worst to cope, please dont even think of starting it.

All I can say is all the while god always given me one more chance, no matter how many de javu or how many go back to the past wont make a change, what we can do is pray for the past pray for the present pray for the future.

Thursday, May 5, 2011


I like u because u do not scare to dirt your hand while helping.
I like u because u dare to want what u want.
I like u because u got the courage to sing when i needed u to sing randomly
I like u because u are true without choosing situation.
I like u because u do charity in your home but not on the newspaper.
I like u because u dare to fight for the right.
I like u because u do not tempted by the world.
I like u because u do not refuse to listen to me.
I like u because u remember to smile all the times.
I like u because u very considerate.
I like u because u can help me.
I like u because u trust in me.
I like u because u like me.

Monday, May 2, 2011

Its been 1 year

April 18th 2011 was my blog 1 year old hahaha, because just now i felt like i have opened a blog for a year, so i go to check back when is my 1st blog, it is over cos now is already the month of May. I have 100 posts for a year, is not quality but just the sake of quantity hahaha. I have only 4 followers after all, i was kind of surprise just added 2 followers lately, hope my friends will go to read my blog although sometimes i also dont understand what am i writing. As long as somebody goes to read it thats the courage for me to write, i know im not an expert but i just want to deliver the happiness. I force myself to write because i dont want to do things depend on the stupid mood, because they say we are the 1 to control the mood. Lately went to 2 concerts, 1 is Justin Bieber that was a co-incidence but the concert was average only. Another concert was Maroon 5, i cant explain how much i love Maroon 5 songs since my college youth time, it is my super kind of love, the concert overall is GOOD, the lead singer Adam Levin really give u the best of the best, he gonna sing u the highest octave even though he gonna lost his breath, the effort is very distinct & they are very good manners.

My friend called me on Saturday night by asking me what time u dinner, later where are u going, now im not free, call u back later... at last i dint get any phone call at all & i also dont understand what re u trying to do or trying to tell, Eventually is 3 question marks. Maybe Ken want to find me to share about his new puppy which is his new baby, but he seems to cant find the time, maybe u can write it on a paper & post the letter to me. Do i look like a dog person HAHAHAHHA??? maybe i am, he felt very important to share this to me. sorry if i dint give a good react hahaha.