Poland Krakow

Monday, August 22, 2011


I just want to say im very stress, tense & unsteady plus very unhappy with work lately, dont really know what to do. Everyday listen to those ugly word from those temper unstable person. On the other hand, i also very hate sarcastic words. It really fucked up the days, make me difficult, it breaks my heart & destroy my mood, its hard to work like this. I donno how strong i am but i really dislike to listen threaten word. They just like to blame so that they can feel better, this is a very unhealthy way to release the anger, if blame is the best solution to solve problem, please continue to blame. Blame is the best way to escape because it just need to put the fault on others then that people will become the misery victim. It feels safe but that never make u grow better, it just proved your personality is very low standard although u are not being blamed at the end. I donno why they so used to throw tantrum to others but they never feels better after all, so what is the point??? They just too weak to control their emotion, anger is the master of their body. So i cant do anything, leave it to god. Everyone can continue to blame but at the end of time your the one to deal with the god, maybe at heaven gate u will blame on others why never give u advises, this kind of blames really never ending story.

Friday, August 19, 2011

Life at a bar

Last night drank with my Ipoh friend-Leong at Butterworth, before this i get to know his younger brother Sammuel cos Sammuel is 1 of my customer, then everytime i go to Ipoh i will call Sammuel out together at night & Sammuel will call up his dump friends, those dump friends are a bit funny & very good in drinking haha. Sammuel keep wan to introduce his brother to me who is working in butterworth, i was wondering why they are so passionate, of cos i dont refuse at all cos nowadays i will lunch or drink with the 2 brothers when i was at the North side.

Back 2 last night, we went to a new club 1st, which is Thai live band the Thai boy is good in singing but we left after 1 hour because the place was a bit empty. Then i ask Leong is there any place got some Pretty young things, Straight away leong very feel like want to go, thats y we left the bar & go to that hot place. So when i step in that place which got provide PR, I'm like what is this??? this place looks like restoran also abit feel like a Hall, dewan i mean. The light inside is dim & got a state for them to sing, So every PR also needed to sing on the stage by take turns. At that place everything is by cash, i dint bring much cash, so leong help me to pay it all & i think he has spend few hundreds, i feel a bit embarrass so i buy him back a seafood lunch today. The PR there some are aunties, they are good in singing but most of them are divorced thats y they came out to earn money by this way. There are some Myanmar girls as well, they are chinese as well, they came to Malaysia to work due to Myanmar wasnt that advance & the salary wise is very low. They just 21 or 22, is kind of pity they have to leave their family & work here. I personally think Myanmar people is a way better than china girls a lot, at least they are not hypocrite. Their job there is not dirty, just chit chat n drink with customer, But customer with dirty ideas or not that i cant garanty.

At last 1 Thai girl came over to me, shes also a PR, she is a bit big size & only know how to speak hokkiean, i think leong give her tips as well. Oh No~ i donno how to listen hokkien, but she dont freaking care, she keep telling me u are so handsome, most handsome in here & telling that im very kind cos i dint refuse to talk to her, she says some customers will ask her to fuck off. hahaha is not the 1st time people tell me about this, i will still happy cos is a kind of complement haha.

I think small town peoples are good, they are quite sincere, another things i ask Leong give me the direction to the "exit" toll, so after i got it i was thinking whether i should let them know i got it, at last i dint call, but after that Leong called me up to ensure that i wasnt in the wrong way, i just told him: hey i go it, is easy by the way thanks. I was feeling very appreciate that he will call back to double confirm that im going the right way...

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Bad friends

can't believe it had overed 2 years. Very very miss that moment, hope we can get together again & sing this friendship song. Hope we can have some reunion singing session once again & some video recording like this.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Gathering 22nd July 2011

My relatives came to KL last month before they go to HK & China, suddenly my house became so happening is so call a fullhouse. We spend the whole weekend at KL city mostly. Above are the fotos which i taken from that moment. I think this is the 2nd time to see my relative so complete in this place of KL, sometimes is hard to get everyone together, sometimes gathering need a leader to create urge & impact. Is very happy & a lot of jokes when everyone get together, i cant explain how happy i was, they're the relatives i like. I remembered they depart to HK at 25th of july 4am, so im the one to send them at that morning before i work at 8:45am, is hard to say goodbye at terminal but i still gotta send the goodbye n blessing, i dint accompany them at terminal due to need to work at the morning. Sending them to terminal is a very full car but driving home with a empty car, really sad & empty. Luckily radio no play Keith Urban- Tonight i wanna cry, if not will be tears drop on my wheel. HAHA


Finally here it comes. My coolest song of the 2011. Love the video, very creative & fun shadow, abit feel like "gorillaz- feel good inc" video. This is my ring tone nowadays. I just listen few songs of Travie Mccoy. Although Travie & Adam are commercial nowadays, this collaboration really makes me like. cant stop playing n viewing this video..

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Dream the unwanted dream

I had some strange dreams this few nights, this kind of dream is something out of my mind. One of the dream is about my sister's ex boyfriend, he's asking me to some places which is no good, is very strange & this dream featured some of my hometown friends as well, i totally cannot explain about this.

Another dream is about my grandma, she used to very love me & adore me, i dont know why she will appear in my dream this morning, she has been gone for 21 years. How come??? Inside the dream i was hanging on the rope somewhere on the cold mountain, i was holding very tight with my left hand, but i cant manage to hold my grandma, she fell down to somewhere deep. I was so sad cos i didnt manage to save her, after that someone find the corpse n send it to our home, i cant stop crying when i see it... But hope my grandma is doing fine over there. I pray for her every single pray, i never miss out each time. I cant remember what she treat me good but the impression of good is still very strong in my heart & mind. I used to promise my grandma i want to become a lawyer when i grow up. thats funny cos i dont know whats a lawyer is last time. im not a lawyer nowadays, i just an ordinary guy with ordinary job, although i dint make it big, i think i dint do anything to disappoint her. I still remember my grandma saved my life once before, i carelessly swallow the 50cent into my throat while im lying on the swinging bed, luckily shes the 1 to dig it out the coin, that was so crazy, the dig has open up my vocal HAHAHA. & she has became the gold digger. I hope a circle of angels will protect her while i was a small kid, now i think back it is so indescribable, that was the kindness i want to give her. But finally she dint has the chance to joy in christian & my mom quite regret about this incidence. Its very scary to say the final goodbye to the loves 1 or friends, but hope everyone will be doing fine & god bless all of us. Please keep us safe & healthy.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

GF or Cigarette

One of the morning when i was driving in my car, i saw a young couple should be from "The One College" they are walking hand in hand, the guy's left hand holding his gf but the right hand is holding a cigarette, is kind of funny, maybe he want to use the smoke to blow his gf mind. I wonder which relationship will last till the end, the left hand's relationship or the right hand's relationship??? I have the answer for him, eventually he will let go his left hand's 1 n continue the relationship with the right hand's choice, the reason why is because this kind of student love doesn't last long.