Poland Krakow

Thursday, April 29, 2010

I dont give u a LV future but i can make u smile

Sometimes i just dont understand, the city ppl rather spend a thousand dollar to buy a LV but they dont willing to spend few hundreds to buy a healthy food, i really live with doubt isnt with a LV hanging on our body we will be healthier or feeling more secure? The even worst thing is i told my best friend not to feel insecure when he is feeling insecure, i said: u are already wearing a Emporio Armani watch on your hand, what for u still want to feeling insecure?

im the kind of person who love to wear brainless(branded) but very sad, i dont have LV so i am not healthy & i am very insecure, i'm the kind of person who like to make jokes who like to make ppl laugh, sometimes i will observe do they smile or laugh after i told the jokes, but what i got the respond is they normally dont laught out loud.

Eventually, i think my friends like to laugh bout my personality n what i have acted in some crazy situation, so i hope whenever they think of my me they will hide somewhere corner & laugh it out loud by him himself or her herself. fin

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

The rain writes the tragedy 18/04/2010 - Ending

Its the 1st time i saw the Selayang dawn but it wasnt interesting at all, 8:30am my sister & friends are ready to do the police report in kepong police station, i went home to sleep after helping in the police report, when reached home is 10am then i got the chance to sleep.

As a conclusion, i pray for the injured girl, god bless her & she will be loved in the future. I was very devastating with this incident, this girl still so young & innocent who will still got a lot of happy, bright mesmerize future in the coming days, but the tragedy has destroy part of it. Tragedy always change a people's life. Whatever happen, just leave it to god. i still remember when i was a small boy i used to saw this girl swimming happily with her family, after all this happened i hope n i wish she still can swim like what she did b4. No matter how grey it is, just keep the faith in the heart, its gonna be somewhere over the rainbow. pray for u & u will be stronger.

I also want to thank Vivien D & Mun keat for the helping hand for the whole night untill morning. Thanks Being there for me when i was feeling nervous & insecure.

Everything is so right time, the incident happen the time is exactly the time mun keat call & waked me up, maybe is the calling from god,he has chosen me to be the guardian for them, i think this is a gods view, maybe he wanted me to be there.

i really cannot forget the crying voice on the phone, its still sound very very clear on my mind. fin

The Tuesday morning.

Tuesday morning is just a normal working day, but my friend had sent me a sms in the middle on the night which is 3am something, after reached the office then i got the time to read through the sms, which is a sms from Ah ping my old fren but we seldom meet, she likes to send me sms which is very positive, always remind me to appreciate all the time or remember to smile every minutes,she likes to send me i the middle of the night maybe i am the 1 she think b4 she goes into sleep. after read the sms i decided to sent to some of my chinese friends cos it is a chinese sms, i also want to remind them to smile always, but only 2 of my friends reply which is my fren-ar jun, he is feeling glad that i send him this kind of encourage sms, cos i know him seems like a bit stress lately, i can feel it, is in the air, although i dont see him for long time but i still try my best to sms. hahahahhaha

eventually, most of them donno the sms from me cos i use my office provided number to send them.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

blamer kill blames

Everyday i hear people complain about u, it makes me start to fed up about u, the things u did, the way u react its just making the distances bigger between us, & the bad things start to covered up all your good things, the memories in my mind about u had been polluted so bad, my mind placed u in the bad impression category.

But somethings suddenly comes to my mind, i remember there was a time when my ear was swollen n bleeding cos i was hit by some one, but u are there for me & u help me to apply the medicine, which is quite touching this i really cannot forget. Is not that u dint pay afford, just that some people donno how to appreciate.

sometimes it hurts myself by blaming on others, no matter how bad is a people they must have do somethings right, i think the reason i blame is becos i was too depending on u. fin

Thursday, April 22, 2010

The rain writes the tragedy 18/04/2010 - Episode 1

Saturday once again, i was calling this & calling that see whether any party going on or not, but all my friends were busy with their own business, so at the end i got no choice i gotta stay home. Usually at home i will log into the MSN world & Facebook world, but they are out of reach that night cos the stormy weather has destroy my internet world. i become the DJ of my own, i play some dance hits to ballad music b4 i end my night.

I fall a sleep at 1am but it just like after a nap, my cell phone keep singing billie jean 4 time in a row which i dont even know my cell phone is calling me, i go to answer my cell phone then i realized it was already 4 missed call, i thought it must be something serious but when i answer the call then i realize is my world best friend "mun Keat" call on me which is already super hype, so surprisingly i dint hang his phone n just start talking in some jokes in the conversation, i told him it was raining cat & dog so i ain't not going out anymore, it's remind me sunday morning rain is faliing on 3am isn't a good timing cos it will be a lot of drunker driving out there with the slippery road. After i put down my phone , another song come again which is the "New York", i felt strange to hear that at this hour, i pick up the phone, it is my elder sister calling, she sounds normal, she told me my youngest sister had an accident which is a serious 1, i straight away get shock n feeling very insecure, then my sister call me when i was in the conversation with my elder sis, then i call her back, the word haven't speak shes already crying, i can hear
& i can feel the situation was very mess up and terrible, its is a scary tragedy, i told her to stay calm n talk to me slow.

After put down the phone i start to call Mun Keat & Ah Ching ( a guy who live in selayang) but no 1 was answered. I was very worry so i send my message to god which is free, & i continue to call again, finally Mun Keat pick up my call. I tell him whats going on & i need him to lead me to selayang hospital immediately. On the way i was feeling very insecure untill my leg want to shiver, i asked vivien to accompany me as well. If i go alone i will be panic like a crazy child which will make the situation even worst, so b4 i left my house i have chosen a plan white T on this kind on situation so that i can more look like a doctor, cos white color always give peace, friendly n secure to peoples.

When i reached Selayang hospital its already 4.30am, i can see a lot of toll men is very busy spreading their name card. I saw my sister's friends are very worry, n their clothes got a lot of blood stain which is a bit scary. I just try to be steady & my best to help them cos i was called guardian on the night.. i never knew i was a guardian. I did see the girl but nothing much can see cos everything is covered by white clothes, i even scolded the strangers who go near her.

What i found out in government hospital was, they are pretty steady, steady is slow & steady. A female doctor even worst who looks like jessica L BRA, she just concern to gossip hows the accident happen, when we ask her about the situation she just throw us a good presentation which make me think she should go to sell insurance, but for a role of a doctor, her word speak louder than action. I like her presentation becos its confident enough & shes the most pretty girl inside the hospital, u know what, she s the only doctor girl in there, thats y shes always number 1.

Its about 6am, the patient's relatives has come. I suggest to shift the girl to private hospital but they insist to use back government hospital cos everything is halfway under progress, but the way they progress is the 10 year ago TM NET Speed(4 sec a beat) an andante in piano.

to be continue again...

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

dragon which can kill 10 tigers

Monday after work, i was feeling a bit tired, after reached home about 7pm i just dont bother haiti earthquake or ashes in iceland, straight sleep untill the next day 8 am, im am feeling full of power now & im just a dragon which can kill 10 tigers in a row, thats not a problem to me.

morning time when i was driving my car to office, the selayang Sergeant called me, he said he will be free on jumaat, i said: yes sir, i will keep u informed.

im a bit unsure so i ask my malay colleague, jumaat isnt a friday? she hesitate for long then she answer me yes it is friday, becos the question was too easy..
sometimes simple question is hard to answer for a complicated city ppls.

Monday, April 19, 2010

smooth criminal // how do u sleep?

u drive a car but suddenly your car slip n hit 2 peoples in a row then u run away without bother, u don't even know they are dead or alive, i wonder how do u sleep at night, maybe u should checking out the newspaper everyday or the news on Tv, i wonder how do u sleep at night with this kind of secret inside your heart which u cannot tell others, u just a smooth criminal in the end.

(a foto which i found in the www.dictionary.com)

The 1st Chapter

This is the 1st day that i open a blog of my own on 19th April 2010, hope i can write down all the precious & interesting moment in my daily life, and something i like to share with my net friends