3 question marks situation

Sometime friends are really unpredictable, if u too long dint look for them he will ask u isnt want to unfriend him. When u look for him he will ask why dont u go out with other friends. Why dont u check with your friend before u come to me? By the way if u no mood or not interested to go out u can let me know, i ok with it. U dont feel like meeting other friends i have did it accordingly. I dont immediately cancel the appointment i made due to an another friend called in after 5 minutes. If my friend allow peoples to cut in the appointment that i made or they made i can also do it accordingly as they allowed. But make sure u dont feel any disrespect if people skipped your appointment because I just have to do it accordingly as u wished. Eventually what people think of us we really can't control, but if u think it's not allowed to think of u that way, u have to obviously let them know this is not allowed. This is where the dignity begins.

激戰//UNBEATABLE

This is a must watch movie. U won't see any commercial kind of explosion or sex scene in this movie but the acting skill was really triple YES!!! My favourite movie of the year. A very brilliant & positive movie. Really cant stop shedding tears at the end not because the story was sad, is because i was deeply impressed by the fight back Spirit. This movie content a very good moral value. Its simple clear & basic. Its like u watch back some rewind movies which they used their basic elements & the acting skill to bring out the movie, i think they bring out the simplicity of a movie culture, u will not see any animations at all. Nowadays the movie we preferred would be robots & super hero especially big production 1. What i want to tell is this movie is much more better than those big production movie, so u can imagine how strong is the movie script. Just like u want to chase a girl who boyfriend drove a Mercedes Benz, but u just driving a normal Toyota, you have to crack your brain, burst your head, risk your life, brave your heart & dedicate your love to win the girl's heart. If i were a writer, i hope i can write a script like this rather than those very new idea. Chinese saying: not scared to use an old idea as long as is acceptable.

This movie was shot in Macau, basically its all about betting because Macau is a casino hub. The main character used to be a prisoner. He betrayed himself because of money. We created a false fight in a match. He addicted to gamble & leave him no way. That was just the starting. When he came out from prison he is an aerobic dance trainer, its ridiculous to ask a fighting champion to teach aerobic dancing class. But i like the way he slowly adapt to his life & start smiling when he is teaching aerobic. I like his student who believe in him without any black & white evidence just because he wants to learn how to fight. That kind of faith really touch people's heart. Its very sad to see his student's father lost his own direction in life because career failures. It was so touch the student said on the stage: i want to show a person i got a never die spirit, If i can do it, so do u. Unfortunately he lost that match & sent to hospital due to opponent was to strong. I like the main actor dedicates his heart to the house mates who lives with him due to they have a very sad background, He started to realise his own life wasnt that bad. I remembered the very simple message, when u are on the stage u have tell yourself: Yes, I can do it. There was a part the small little girl refused to follow his divorced dad the reason she said was: he's the one to tell me yes i can, but now without him i cant. Really never know an encourage works so deep.

Ending was the most climax. When his student was sent to hospital everyone was live with fear & disappointed included the teacher. But the student never die spirit has waken up his dad & his teacher. At last the teacher decided to fight the match not because he wants to revenge for his student. After he think quietly he said: I came from nothing just like this young man, but the spirit he had really something to learn. For my point of view the reason he decided to fight is because he do not want to come from nothing & gone with nothing. At least give himself a chance try rather than just observe.

For the last message he wants to deliver was quite personal, for me i would think that in our life we really need to bet. Not use the money to bet, but use your life to bet even though its very high percentage to lose from what u can see. The truth is everyone come from nothing & we cant bring the money away in the end of time. Born with silver spoon in mouth is just a saying from the world. In this mean time just try the best to do something meaningful. Sometime doing thing which got no confident will create a lot of fears & insecure in our heart, what i got to say is "live with it". The truth is there's no turning back in our real life.

Actually i have forgotten some of the details... HAHAHA so let just create my own way.

Sibu Diary//Oct 2013

James Bond 007//Ian Fleming


Same as my old house switch gear


Sarawak Laksa Mee Hoon


No matter how drunk last night, Sunday still a good man


Prawn with egg


Mix


Duck x Mango


Twins Boy JD big


Twins Boy JR small


Build your home with love


New Church for the 1st day


My Precious


Toms Too Cafe mini deco


Toms Too Cafe Mini deco


The 1st home dinner

My head keep repeating Jada Jada & Jorah Jorah because the babies are the main attraction of the days. Now i have left that environment feeling was a bit too quiet & that sound is what i miss the most. Nothing can beat a new live like the babies because babies are invincible. I was so hungry when I was uploading all these pictures. 1st time I post about food images. Basically this trip to Sibu was: eat like a king, drink like a fish. I have forgot what is hungry for these 3 days. Actually the purpose go over there is to visit the new born twins. Aw man, what a lovely babies. My uncle & auntie always give us the king hospitality whenever we visit them. I was so blessed to be loved because they gave me a close & warm feeling. The world is too big to keep us together. I felt so glad that they are so committed & dedicated to the family. Especially the new babies make them so busy & it is so dilemma because u only got 1 pair of arms but got 2 babies to choose. Its funny that their whole family members know how to cook, so everytime they will upload food images to their family group chart. Never knows a good dish image can keep everyone close. So dont dis people if u see people post food images because you may not know deep down was a dish of love. fin.

Honestly...

That day I was driving in my car, sending my uncle to terminal. He was sitting next to me, in a close distance. We chit chat along the way. As everyone knows when we talk we have to have the eye contact, to show good manners. Got a part I turn my head to look at my uncle while driving. I want to look into his eye with detail. Suddenly the fear comes to strike me. I very scared to find out that my uncle is older than before. The truth suddenly knock me down. I was like no room to hide anymore, the truth is in my face. I was feeling so sorry which i dare not find out how old is my close relative looks like now. Time is so cruel. Time also a reality. Market always selling things which are not realistic, it will make u get away from your problem but is not solving your problem. Time makes my beloved ones old & thats mean i am not young anymore. I think i have to be honest to myself.

Few months ago my uncle asked why the men dint come back for the chinese Qing Ming, he said we are old nowadays. In my heart i was wondering how old it is, i cant imagine. I got your pic but it dont deliver the feelings to me. But after that day i finally know how it feels & looks like. I've promised myself i will go back next year. I will go back no matter how hard is the situation. The world has set by the rich men everything has to do with the money, we earn money for our living & future. Sometime what you want is not what u need, thats y we will feel a bit lost. But no matter what I do i dont want to harm or make my family worry. I cant earn a lot of money like others but something more important is i must spend the time with them before its too late. I dont want to miss a thing. Don't wanna neglect & regret.

They said for the spiritual Journey you must: see, judge & action. Some peoples may say: "dont judge me". By saying like that sounds like u dare not listen the truth or comments. Just like i dare not want to know how old is my parents & relatives or even myself. How good to stay in the illusion world. All the while i never judge book with their cover. For me before u judge u really need times to look into it, listen to it, talk to him/her observe & feel it. I even judge myself, if u dont even dare to judge yourself u must be running away from yourself. Sometime we need some panic happens to us then we will find solution or action on it. We need some panics happen to find out how strong we are. I dont really know how much i can contribute but whatever comes i just say yes, i wanna find out how am i going to die, I want to find out about myself. So far i still very lay back HAHAHA thats me. Eventually Got to honest to yourself then u can find out where u are standing now, when u know where u stand then u can grow from there.

Sometime i dont understand why the peoples like to go for fortune teller. We are living in the present, we are not living in the future. Find out your past to create your future. Its not find out your future to create your present. You know who u are better than the others.

Will Be In My Heart

I dint watch this Animated Movie because it came out a bit too late. Normally you dont watch the movie u wont fall in love with the song because it came in 1 package. But surprisingly this is one of my very beloved song. It's like a golden platinum track in my list. I forgot to propose this song during my sister wedding. Maybe this song not a happy fairy tale song. Everyone knows who is Phil Collins, he's a superman in music career & got a daughter beautiful like the song he sang. Listening this song is just like watching a movie or reading a movie script. The up & down were nice. You will understand when u listen & look into the writing. The beginning was a bit dim, sad & hopeless, the outcome of the ending was full of hope & unfinished imagination. Every single word of the lyrics was so powerful. Especially the phrase "When destiny calls you, you must be strong, I may not be with you, but you've got to hold on". This phrase was written wonderfully. We have to stay strong when the destiny calls. Some situations we will have to face alone because not 24 hours our loves one is by our side. We gotta believe their blessing is always there for us & how they used to brought us up. Just show them we are ready to take the fight. Eventually u will never know just a simple phrase : "You'll be in my heart" repeatedly 5 to 6 times at the ending it will melt a people's heart. Just like u keep knocking the door repeatedly, the door will open for you.

Something about the way

My friend asked me what song would be good for a wedding dinner. He said what about Guang Liang-tong hua, that chinese song is good as. But my personal preference i will prefer "Something about the way u look tonight" because this is a song with a kind of sweet smelly smell & with some mystery impact. This is a song from my kind of library. I very very addict to this song since high school. Not just a good song. Not just a song i like, also a song i want to learn & sing. It creates the fight for me to hit that pitch. The thick vocal really hypnotizing.

I like what he wrote:
I was everything & nothing all in 1. Is true. Many peoples are rich in money but very poor & empty in the heart.

With a smile, u pull the deepest secrets from my heart. This is just too deep & amazing. A very wonderful writing.



There was a time
I was everything and nothing all in one
When you found me
I was feeling like a cloud across the sun

I need to tell you
How you light up every second of the day
But in the moonlight
You just shine like a beacon on the bay

And I can't explain
But it's something about the way you look tonight
Takes my breath away
It's that feeling I get about you, deep inside
And I can't describe
But it's something about the way you look tonight
Takes my breath away
The way you look tonight

With a smile
You pull the deepest secrets from my heart
In all honesty
I'm speechless and I don't know where to start

And I can't explain
But it's something about the way you look tonight
Takes my breath away
It's that feeling I get about you, deep inside
And I can't describe
But it's something about the way you look tonight
Takes my breath away
The way you look tonight

A Song To Soft You Down

I seldom post music video here. Honestly this is 1 of the song of my life. The beautiful vocal & lyrics were absolutely perfect. This song really gives a very deep feeling.

(I like this part. Its very touching) You will cry if u knew whats this song all about plus someone sings it to you.

I'm not as clever as I thought I was
I'm not the boy I used to be because
You showed me something different, you showed me something pure
I always seemed so certain but I was really never sure
But you stayed and you called my name
When others would have walked out on a lousy game
And you could've made it through
But your funny friend and me




My Funny Friend And Me

In the quiet time of evening
When the stars assume their patterns
And the day has made his journey
And we wondered just what happened
To the life we knew before the world changed
When not a thing I held was true
But you were kind to me and you reminded me
That the world is not my playground
There are other things that matter
And when a simple needs protecting
My illusions all would shatter
But you stayed in my corner
The only world I know was upside down
And now the world and me, I know you carry me

You see the patterns in the big sky
Those constellations look like you and I
Just like the patterns in the big sky
We could be lost we could refuse to try
But we made it through in the dark night
Would those lucky guys turn out to be
But that unusual blend of my funny friend and me

I'm not as clever as I thought I was
I'm not the boy I used to be because
You showed me something different, you showed me something pure
I always seemed so certain but I was really never sure
But you stayed and you called my name
When others would have walked out on a lousy game
And you could've made it through
But your funny friend and me

You see the patterns in the big sky
Those constellations look like you and I
That tiny planet in a bigger guy
I don't know whether I should laugh or cry
Just like the patterns in the big sky
We'll be together till the end is nigh
Don't know the answer or the reason why
We'll stick together till the day we die
If I had to do this all a second time
I won't complain or make a fuss
When the angels sing that that unlikely blend
Are those two funny friends
That's us